This is me and I am a spirit. I don't know whats up with it. It seams to wander away from all thats close
to me. I thinks its lost and my heart broken and left in pieces. Still bleeding from the past. I'm so lost in life. I'v had
a second half for years. It is as if my legs are suddenly gone and i must learn to walk again.
Though I am lost i find hope in that one day i might find a "new pair of legs" so to speak. Iv been looking
and found none. maybe it's time to let them find me? I don't know. I practice wicca every day and keep moving forward like
every other day. I try not to let people see im hurt. just people i don't truely know or see on a day to day know how i feel.
I'm kinda embarrased by it.
Though It may not be right, I'v closed myself up to weman. I can't find it in me to trust them with somthing
as important to me as my heart and love.
I stick to my work and working out my body, art and spirit. Keeping them all strong and effective.
